I never thought id reach this point. Where I felt like I couldn’t live without you, I don’t think I can. Please know I love you. I love my family. I just can’t go through the pain of no longer being able to love you.
"you promised me you wouldn’t let me fall, but if you are just going to hold me by a thread, you might as well let me go…"
"The heart was made to be broken."
I keep thinking that if only it’s a perfect world then perhaps you would have chosen me. But this is not a perfect world, and I am not a perfect girl.
But I think I loved you perfectly. Wouldn’t that be good enough?"
I seriously feel like just crying for days and days and never speaking to anyone again. You can’t make people commit, not to you or to growing up or moving forward in life. But I didn’t know that that meant id be the one stuck by such a decision as well. I’d like to be living in a dark cave right now. Or maybe not existing.
My friend once told me
It wasn’t until you used your hands
And the first night you slept over,
The first time we got drunk,
And in public you’d hold my hand,
When we talked about breaking up,
Its now that,